Dear 爷爷

Hello 爷爷, Today is your 2nd year death anniversary. How are you up there? Are you having a lot of fun? Hmm stupid questions, of course you are! :) I bet you are on your rocking chair and watching Hong Kong dramas everyday. This year did not start off very well with our family. Ku Po is staying in the nursery now because she can't walk at the moment. It's been more than a month. During Chinese New Year, she didn't even want to come home for 1-2 nights ,she said it was troublesome. She's still stubborn and doesn't want to listen to us. Last month, she got a cut on her toe. After some days, it was infected and we've been bringing her to the clinic to wash her toe. However, it is not healing and last few days Papa and KuChe brought to the hospital to check out. I hope her toe will get better soon. For grandma, stubborn and doesn't want to listen to us also. Since Kupo left the house, she's been staying alone now. Sometimes she call us and talk to us for a very long time. She feels lonely. Piu Pak and his family often bring her out for lunch and she always tell us where she went. We still take dinner from her everyday because mummy is too busy to cook. Every Saturday we bring her out to dinner and as usual, family dinner at your house every Sunday.

Last month, B & I almost broke up. Again. I won't blame him because it's always my fault. My fault for being so harsh to him most of the time. We've been dating for more than 2 years. How i wish you are still here to see him. He's pretty incredible :) Almost everyone in the family has met him. 

I just started my holidays. Finally my 2 months sem break is here. Next month, I will be travelling to Bangkok and Melbourne. I'm inside the Bangkok committee trip for my college. Will be meeting up some awesome artist in Bangkok. Pretty excited for this trip but at the same time, I can't wait for it to be over. It's not easy planning a field trip for so many people. Just wish that people could appreciate what we've plan for them. For my Melbourne trip, I will be spending more than a week  photoshooting models to expand my portfolio. Not forgetting, meeting up with my close friends also! :)

爷爷, 我很想念你. How i wish you are here so i can tell you everything face to face. I've always regreted not talking to you much after you were discharged from the hospital.  How i wish you can meet Blake, how i wish you can see me graduated, how I wish you can be there so 奶奶 and Kupo won't argue so much, how i wish you are still here. But I can't be greedy because if you are still here, you will be suffering. I really hope you are healthy and happy up there. I hope you're reading this right now.

The day you slipped away,
Was the day I found it won't be the same

我爱你爷爷