Broke the first zit today since February. it's painful but i couldn't compare what i've been through last year. well thank god im not seeing anybody because i know there's only 1 thing that he will be eyeing on. i can already imagine that scene. that scene where theres 3 dots and nothing else matters, 2 dots are the pupils of his eye and the 3rd dot is the Mr.Zit on my cheek.
Today after work, my boss brought me to dinner. While we were on our way, he reported back to me that my visa would be hard process because i need more working experience. legit working experience, like you're under some company. it's funny how i'm always under a company but not legit enough (atleast for this year) and it's funny too because it feels like i've been working for a very long time (had alot of freelance projects) during that moment all i could thing of was the possibilites that my visa might fail and back-up plans i have to make.
well so walked right in and saw my colleague and the lady-that-my-colleague-likes which i happened to know her too. gave my boss "what are we doing here" look but i guess my colleague needed some company to.. assist. it was a fancy restaurant and we ordered burritos and steak to share. after my 2nd burrito i guess whats on my mind was only the back-up plans i need to make incase my visa can't cut it, will i cry when i'm about to leave the airport on 28th december, what am i going to do when i land home, will i cry again when i'm bout to sleep on the first night i land home. yup all these thoughts keep rushing in and whatever my boss, my colleague and the lady-that-my-colleague-likes said was just a brief of hangul words coming out from their mouth and dissapearing in a second. if i were to explain it in adobe final effects way, it would be continously fade in of hangul fonts and fast fade out positioned on their mouth.
i felt bad that i wasn't really there or participate in their conversation but there isn't nothing much i could say. but i don't think i was able to hide that stuffing-burrito-while-stoning-look for long. my boss broke the silence and asked me what's wrong. "i'm fine" is what i told him and i think he was assuming i was tired.
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